Currently Listening Chroma By Cartel see related

ok....so i actually should be dead. hmm scary thought of a scary incedent that has changed my life.  how short life can actually be.

i love u H E A T H E R

j o r d a n

Currently Listening Good Apollo, I'm Burning Star IV, Volume One: From Fear Through The Eyes of Madness By Coheed & Cambria see related

soooo life is goooood!

as of 8.23.06 me and heather are official!! im happier than i have ever been before.  this is something real not like before.  i love her to death!!  i cant wait to see her later today.

i started college yesterday and it freakin rocked!!!! i had only three classes and got out around 1pm.  it was nice.  i like the whole campus feel.  no friends yet but accuaintances. 

soo im getting my lip pierced today around 630 im excited.  me and my guitarist decided well go and do it together.  haha guess hes my backbone to get it done.

well on not a so happy note...i was real close to being kicked out of my house the other day.  i got into some real trouble and was almost homeless.  things worked out...well sort of...but at least i have a home.. if u want the details just ask cuz its complicated.  i really gotta stop lying to my parents but its like an uncontrollable urge.  i actually cant stop!! ugh...

well im gonna go clean up my room some so i can go meet my love H E A T H E R©

j o r d a n

Currently Listening 30 Seconds to Mars By 30 Seconds to Mars see related

well things are looking up in my little life.

even tho i practically almost died in my car accident last week im finding many positive things that are coming into my life.  i bought a new car the day after mine was totaled.  its a hyundai elantra..pretty sweet car.  its an automatic but thats ok cuz im tired of driving a stick.

my good buddy came back from boot camp and i havent seen him in like 7 or 8 months.  hes goin back today but i still got to see him so im stoked.

my band had a show sat night in hanover which went very well. unfortunately its our last one with our current drummer cuz hes moving to philly.   but back on a happy note that night me and some friends went to a party at my uncles girlfriends house.  it was awesome!! i had the greatest time hangin out with heather that nite. 

well that about sums up my life within the last few days.

j o r d a n

Currently Listening Don't You Fake It By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus face down see related

so i was in a horrible car accident last night and totaled my car...not that u care or anything.

j o r d a n

Currently Listening Stories and Alibis By Matchbook Romance see related

well let me update on my life briefly..

i got a job at American Eagle last week so now im working two jobs.  its a pretty sweet job..nice discount.  i really dont mind working two jobs because it keeps things off of my mind..

me and my band had a show yesterday at the Championship.  we had the biggest turn out over all the bands but got screwed in the pay.  wuts new...i didnt get home till like 2 am so im kinda tired writing this.  aaahhhhh confusion!!!!!  well im chillin here i got the house to myself for a whole week.  plannin on havin some kind of party this tuesday so it should be fun.. ill invite the usual crew..

well ive been listening to a lot of Matchbook Romance lately so i leave u with one of my favorites..

"Promise"

What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go

And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)

Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy

I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you